This week I am grateful for other peoples honesty.. I met up with a couple of our sellers that I find really inspiring and that have been running their own business for a little longer than me.
I have always been self employed but I have never been a boss, never had people to look after, never had partners and actually never had many overheads so running the website has been a HUGE change and whilst we have hit every target and exceeded expectations in each and every way there are still days that I cry.
I sit at my computer and sob. I have a huge work load and I am a Mum who is only human. I am doing an amazing job (yes I can say that and yes I do believe it) and my tears are tears of fear, tears of tiredness and the tears of an over achiever that only has herself to blame.
So why am I grateful? I am grateful those girls told me they did the same, that they told me it was normal and they KNEW I would laugh at it all in a years time.
I took a picture of my tears. I feel vulnerable to post it but its true and its honest and I can't wait to look back in a years time and laugh at my sad old face and be grateful again that I have moved on..
Do you ever admit life is not all peachy? Its not easy but it is well worth it..